Bekah

All this pain smothers me
Like a bomb that you can’t see
Tell me, tell me what you’re after
I just want to get there faster

year after year

I think to answer that question it really depends on who you are, and what the different situations are. Ive given second chances to people who didn't deserve it. I've given second chances to people who have changed. Its al relevent to who it is and how bad it is.

I want to remember, when I know that I cant go back.

I dont know about anyon else, but I thought Jessica Beal had a strange dress. And Ben Stillers looked oddly familiar *cough*. Other than that, I had no objections.

Something so unecessary
Internet signals twist our hearts
millions of recordings I made in my brain
"I want everything"
am I asking for too much?
I just want an end to the damage
my memories are causing.

In the arms of a lover.
In the bed of your own.
In the security of a mother. a father.
A family.
Where I am welcome,
family doesnt always mean blood.
But love.

It has some meaning Im sure.
To tear me down and down and down.
To build me up and up.

There are various artist I have loved through out my day that I so wished I wouldve wrote like them.. Anthony Green, Smashing Pumpkins, Bright Eyes. Just music with the perfect explinations for way too much.